Sweet tea, corn bread, and soup beans-everyday fare for eight-year-old Alix French, the precocious darling of a respected southern family. But nothing was ordinary about the day she met ten-year-old Nick Anderson, a boy from the wrong side of town. Armed with only a tin of bee balm and steely determination, Alix treats the raw evidence of a recent beating that mars his back, an act that changes both of their lives forever. Through childhood disasters and teenage woes they cling together as friendship turns to love. The future looks rosy until the fateful night when Frank Anderson, Nick’s abusive father, is shot to death in his filthy trailer. Suddenly, Nick is gone-leaving Alix alone, confused and pregnant. For the next fifteen years she wrestles with the pain of Nick’s abandonment, a bad marriage, her family and friends. But finally, she’s starting to get her life back together. Her divorce is almost final, her business is booming, and she’s content if not happy — until the day she looks up and sees Nick standing across the counter. He’s back…and he’s not alone. Once again Alix is plunged into turmoil and pain as Nick tries to win her love, something she resists with all her strength. Only one thing might break the protective wall she’s built around her emotions-the truth about Frank Anderson’s death. But when that truth comes out and those walls crumble, neither Alix nor Nick is prepared for the emotional explosion that could destroy as well as heal.
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Overall Rating: Perfection
Willingness to put down
10/10 – I’ll admit, I started this in the beginning of January, read about two pages, then set it aside to read “Hopeless” and a few others. But once I picked this book back up, I could not put it down. I read it every spare moment I had. I absolutely adore this story. I love that it takes you through their childhood. That you get to fall in love with the characters. Yes, I wanted to smack Alix a few times in the second part of the book… but over all… it is such a great book!
Heart Fluttering
9/10 – Nick and Alix’s relationship was so amazing. You seriously feel like you are in the book with them, and you feel what Alix is feeling. It’s like starting a new relationship and having all the heart flutters that come with it.
School Girl Giggling
7/10 – Like I said, this book takes you through a relationship – of course there was giggling. Was there crazy, husband-look-at-me-sideways giggling? No. But there was many smiles and sighs.
Leading Man’s Boyfriend Potential
10/10 - Oh Nick. The boy from the wrong side of the tracks. How can you not fall in love with him? You can see that he has an amazing heart. He is loyal to those he cares about. He sticks up for you… takes no crap from anyone. There are moments I was pissed at him and just wanted to shake him… but in the end… he’s Nick… and I have a crush on him.
Favorite Quotes
“I don’t think I have much choice.” He brushed my hair back. “You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted, Alix, the only one I’ll ever want. That’s a promise.”
“Do you want to know the real reason I came back, Alix? It was because of you. You’re my roots. Wherever you are would be home to me.”
“…And if it takes me the rest of my life, I’ll make you care again. That’s a promise.”
“I have to try, damn it. I’ve never stopped loving you. I won’t give up that easily.”


